Xanga changed.

I'm regressing again.

I don't want to be so bitter and spiteful anymore.

Anger

Yoda was fucking right...

Currently Reading The Shining By Stephen King see related

The summer is almost over and I am now currently 5 Stephen King books wiser. Working on my 6th.

I wish I had a workout room in this house. It would be nice.

The vacation was pleasant, but lazy. I wish I enjoyed running.

I'm.....unsure of the future.

Hot Damn.

Lots of Love
Lenaya

A enormous rise in the human population.
A computer network so large that nothing can control it.
A system overloaded with network crimes floating in the blink of corruption

With the introduction of the new central processor "Project-K", and the birth of "Eden", the system finally seemed to start moving toward completion.
But during procession of the almost eternal amount of information lying within the network, Eden starts to doubt the very existence of itself and it's purpose, finally dropping into a unwakable sleeping state because of the many paradoxes that exist within the human world.
The player sets out on a journey to find "Eden" hiding somewhere in the visualized cyberworld created by the network. The cyberworld continually changes its form as it is hacked over and over again by outside forces.
Will you be able to destroy all firewalls infected by the computer viruses and wake "Eden" from its long sleep?

I love it

Too bad today sucks

Lots of Love
Lenaya

Currently Listening Make Up the Breakdown By Hot Hot Heat talk to me, dance with me see related

I really enjoy this song a lot. There's not much to it, but I really like it. Maybe it's the guys voice, I don't know.

So, I know I'm supposed to do this 8 random things about me thing, but I've been thinking about it, maybe I have enough.

1. I'm afraid of change, hardcore. I like trying new things, but actually having to adapt completely to something new is hard for me to do. Kind of like adapting to people and getting to know them. New people and areas make me nervous.

2.One of my guilty pleasures is dancy/upbeat music. I like to dance....but usually alone.

3. I'm super paranoid about.....everything. I will get scared when I'm alone a lot. I might just have an overactive imagination. Or it's all the creepy movies and books I indulge myself in.

4. Death really isn't funny. Although I did go through that scary phase. It's pretty much over, but there's still a little hatred for society left. That might take awhile to wear off.

5. I can get really angry. Like so angry that I shake and cry. Yea, I'm a freak.

6. I've always wanted to be in a video game. Like the kick ass chick that can do anything. That'd be really cool.

7. Sometimes I just like things becasue nobody else does of becasue it's weird (e.i. Katamari Damacy)

8. I'm pretty sure I know way more about sleep than other people. And that makes me happy because I have something that I'm good at. yay.

Wow, I did it. I'm a little surprised.

Lots of Love
Lenaya

Currently Listening The Life Pursuit By Belle & Sebastian We are the Sleepyheads see related

So, I'm not gone yet.

I can't write stuff on facebook. Which is good and bad. Sometimes I feel too much stress to write on this. I kind of feel overwhelmed trying to write something that people will want to read.

Whatever.

So, for as long as I've known, I've been taught that if you lack in one area, you make up for it in others. But, do you think that's really true? That nobody has more than another? Or does everyone equal each other? Then why can some people really feel like they lack in everything, like they're not good at anything? Maybe it's because they aren't pleased with the gifts they were given, or that they're too fixated on having a specific something.

Maybe I just have too much time to think at the pool.

Oh well.

Lots of Love
Lenaya